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In case you missed it when LJ was down last night, Accidentally In Love Part 11 has been posted. Lots and LOTS of Regulus. For those of you that aren't slash fans, one day I'd love to actually pull out the Regulus-Remus bits from this and post them on [livejournal.com profile] omniocular, because I'm REALLY proud of how that storyline went. Actually, what I'd LOVE to do is write the Regulus-Remus bits from Regulus's point of view. However, the time investment in that is just more than I have to give. (If anyone wanted to do an unofficial remix and write the Regulus version of the story, I'd almost be willing to discuss it. The only problem is I have a few definite ideas about Regulus. Like mine died a virgin. Yes, I'm mean.)

Actually, I'm really happy with the whole chapter. I've been planning aspects of this since HBP came out. I sort of feel like I set up for the punch in Part 10, and this one I took the gloves off a bit. I know that there's more coming, and that these two events in Chapter 11- especially Sirius having walked into the trap- are big for some of what's coming.

The thing about this chapter was I was REALLY happy with several moments. I was thrilled with how the argument between Regulus and Remus came out, where Regulus really pounded Remus's sore spots about being a werewolf. [livejournal.com profile] cristix commented that Remus seems a bit cold and calculating, in that he doesn't feel the guilt that Regulus does for killing two wizards in the Soviet Union. I was really pleased with that aspect, because I do think Remus can be a bit cold and unemotional. It's what makes him such an interesting character- one moment he can be championing Neville against Snape and forgiving Sirius in a heartbeat, and the next he's ready to kill one of his former best friends in cold blood, and you know he was going to AK Peter. But I don't think Remus thinks the end justifies the means- I think he thinks that some things are worth the consequences. Going to Azkaban or living life on the run (with Sirius) is worth killing Peter for what he did. I liken Remus to a soldier who copes with killing by not thinking about what he's doing, but if he does have to think about it realizes that the cause he is fighting for is worth not only his life to him, but also his own soul, because he believes in it that strongly. My Remus can kill if he feels it furthers Voldemort's defeat. Or, admittedly, if it can keep himself alive. :P

But anyway- I don't think Regulus can do that, and partly because Regulus no longer believes in Voldemort. His own soul has become more important to him than the cause he was working for, and therefore he cannot live with the guilt. Seriously- I have never been so glad to be wrong as when I thought that Regulus wouldn't be of any importance to the plot, and then it turned out he kicked ass.

I was also really, really, REALLY happy with Caradoc Dearborn being an Inferius. And given that he disappeared and his body was never found, that's one of those little details I'm betting is canon. But man, I rubbed my hands together in glee when I thought of that. God, I love being evil!

I'm going to miss Regulus though. I love the relationship between him and Remus, so complicated and tricky. I think Remus is going to miss Regulus, on some level. It's too bad they didn't meet each other in a different way, because if Regulus hadn't been who he was, I think they would have gotten along much better. ::sniff::

Okay. Enough navel-gazing.

Baking is evil, by the way. I'm making brownie cookies for my youth group tonight. They're, um... good :) Tonight is the last youth group. In a way I'm glad, because it's hard when Howard's not home to take Toby and all. But I'll miss it. I love the kids, and I also like the feeling I'm doing something important. I won't be able to do the musical this year- Howard's travel schedule is too unpredictable, and even when he is home, I can't do the afternoons. (I usually paint scenery for it, but doing that with a baby is just lunacy I'm not prepared to cope with.) Besides, our pastor left, and the musical is being run by committee. Yeah. So not going near it this year.

Oh- got my assignment for the [livejournal.com profile] femgenficathon, and it SCREAMS Luna to me. (I have a plotbunny already.) This shall be interesting, because I've never written Luna, and I've also always avoided writing Snape, who's going to have a major part. Actually, it's funny, because my quote screams scientist to me. But that's okay :)

I suppose I should be productive or something. ::Sigh::

Date: 2006-05-03 02:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gehayi.livejournal.com
I don't know if you sent a copy of Chapter 11 of Accidentally in Love to me to proofread. If you did, I didn't get it. I'm sorry.

And I'm SO glad you have a plotbunny! YAY!

Date: 2006-05-03 03:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lls-mutant.livejournal.com
Oh, thank God, actually! I think I sent it when you and Gmail were having Issues. But I was feeling bad because I was dying to post, and I had the beta comments back from [livejournal.com profile] aome, and it was buring a hole in my pocket, so to speak. I feel better knowing you didn't put in work and have me post anyway! ::phew::

Date: 2006-05-03 04:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aome.livejournal.com
My view of Remus is that being a werewolf is what has made him sometimes rather cold - he's had to turn himself off to suffering on a monthly basis, or at least to function as well as he can without dwelling on it, so I think he's very much a pragmatic "do what has to be done" sort for that reason. That's my view, anyway.

Any chance you'd share the recipe for brownie cookies? *drools at the thought*

Date: 2006-05-03 05:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lls-mutant.livejournal.com
Sure! It's easy!

Brownie Sandwich cookies

Cookies:
1 package Duncan Hines Chocolate Lovers' Brownies
1 egg
3 Tbsp water
Sugar

Filling:
1 16-oz container DH cream cheese frosting
1/2 cup mini chocolate chips
Food coloring (optional)

1.) Preheat oven to 375 and grease cookie sheets.

2.) Mix together egg, brownie mix, fudge packet from brownie mix, and water in a large bowl, stirring until well blended. (Batter will be stiff.) Roll batter into 1" balls and place on cookie sheets. (The recipe says it makes 50. The most I've gotten is 34.) Grease the bottom of a drinking glass, then dip it in sugar. Press down on one ball lightly to form a flat circle. Repeat for all balls. Bake for 6-7 minutes or until set.

Remove from oven, cool on sheets for 1 minute. Transfer to wire rack and then cool completely.

3.) Combine frosting, mini-chips, and food coloring if desired. Turn one cookie over, spread with frosting, top with another cookie.

Makes 25 in theory, 17 is my personal best. I'm not sure if it's because all I can find is the 8x8 size of brownies or not. They're very simple and very, very tasty! Enjoy!

Date: 2006-05-03 06:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aome.livejournal.com
Yum! Those do sound good. One question:

Grease the bottom of a drinking glass, then dip it in sugar. Press down on one ball lightly to form a flat circle. Repeat for all balls.

Does this mean you have to re-grease the glass every time, or just grease it once and then dip it in sugar each time? Crisco? Oil? Butter?

Date: 2006-05-03 06:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jlarinda.livejournal.com
But man, I rubbed my hands together in glee when I thought of that. God, I love being evil!

No, really? ;P

You know you'll need to write a Reg/Remus fic, like that Alphard/Remus one...

Date: 2006-05-03 08:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lls-mutant.livejournal.com
I used Pam, but anything would work, I suppose. I found that with the Pam, I had to regrease the glass every few cookies (it would start sticking), but I had to re-sugar every time. I guess trial and error?

Date: 2006-05-03 08:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lls-mutant.livejournal.com
You know, I actually can't get into Regulus/Remus at all. In fact, I just can't get into Regulus romances at all. One of those things :P Oh well!

Date: 2006-05-04 01:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] neptunus.livejournal.com
Hi, you don't know me, but I adore your version of the HPverse and your writing style, and I'll comment in further detail in a different comment--but, I just had to say in regards to the above comment:

I think if you did write a Reg/Remus fic, it'd be hilarious that Remus would seem to have a trend going with male members of the Black family. Extremely hilarious.

Date: 2006-05-04 08:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lupinspatronus.livejournal.com
But I don't think Remus thinks the end justifies the means- I think he thinks that some things are worth the consequences.

Yep, I think this sums up Remus's attitude to life in general. It's also a major part of his friendship with the Marauders, and how, in JKR's words, he cuts "an awful lot of slack" because he's so grateful just to have friends. It's a bit sad, in a way.. but that's why I love Remus heh.

And yes, Dearborn was rather clever!

Date: 2006-05-04 09:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jlarinda.livejournal.com
Aww no fair :P

You must be one of the few people who don't whore Regulus to the entire cast xD

Ok, I'll just wait till the day that Alphard/Remus fic gets written :p

Chapter 10?

Date: 2006-05-25 06:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mitzy7.livejournal.com
Where can I find Chapter 10? I'm dying to read 11, but I want to read 10 first ('cos I'm awkward) and only 1-9 is on fiction alley. Any help would be great!

Re: Chapter 10?

Date: 2006-05-26 07:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lls-mutant.livejournal.com
Actually, it is on Fiction Alley, just for some reason not on the page I've got linked. If you go to Chapter 9, it should have a link for the next chapter. (And 11 is now on FA as well.)

Re: Chapter 10?

Date: 2006-05-26 07:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lls-mutant.livejournal.com
BTW- for some reason your other comment showed up in my mailbox but not here- I did get a beta for the Regulus story, but thanks! And also, friend away- I don't mind at all!
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